The day was January 7, 2024 and I was very excited as my brother came into town and took me clothes shopping. As I was trying on the clothes I knew that the pants would need to be altered. I waited a couple of weeks to bring them to the seamstress and on the day that I brought them in I started to think about how during the spiritual awakening process we need to alter our thinking so that we can embrace change and alter our lives. The Day I picked up the altered pants I felt a new found hope come over me as I was able to get my confidence back as I felt better as I knew I could dress better and people would treat me differently. As I got dressed the next day I felt really good and it was athough a big dark cloud that was holding me back was lifted from me and the light started to come back into my life. It was not only the new pants but it was also the fact that I knew I had someone who really cared about my well being and was willing to help me to to alter my life.
On February 26, 2024 I got back to believing in myself and made a commitment to stop listening to the negativity that was holding me back. The moment I began to alter my thinking and concentrate on the good that was happening in y life instead of buying into those calling me a scammer and talking bad about about me I started to move forward. There have been some set backs and just like the new pants I had to continu to make alterations and dig deep inside to get back to being positive. A few things happened to get me back on track lioke the positive response I received from someone I reached out to about donating sports memorabilia to use in the fundraising effort for The American Cancer Society Relay For Life. As a result I now have a lot of items that should bring in donations to help those touched by cancer. In altering my thinking and slowly eliminating the negative self talk I have been able to find more joy in my life. I was allowing the negativity to consume me and I was worrying to much and then I realized that all I can do is put myself out there and to do the best I can with the tools I have and not allow the negativity of others to keep me stuck. I also got baxk to my rituals of reading A Miracle Minute each day and writing in my gratitude journal. As I continue to alter my life I want to encourage you to make changes by committing to be the best version of yourself that you can be and to remind yourself that you are a divine child of GOD and GOD wants you to prosper so that you can prosper others.
One thing that has helped me to get back on track is in finding music that reminds me that I am enough and that everything is just the way that GOD has intended. I suggest you surround yourself with positivity and that you have the power to change the way things are in your life. When you are down and feeling that you are in dispair remember that you can make a change to alter your life and repair the pieces that are making you feel broken. If you allow the negativity of others to stop you you will be stuck. The good thing is you can get unstuck simply by altering you life and your mindset.
When you make the decision to alter your life you will realize that you are right where you belong. If you find that you are being triggered by things step back take a deep breath and start to eliminate those triggers as they are not serving you. As you alter your life you will find some challenges however remember that GOD will not give you more than you can handle. If you need professional help to assist you in your quest to alter your life seek it and remember that there is nothing wrong in getting help and pullinh back the onion to find the cause of your challenges for once you can find the the cause of the challenge you can work to overcome it. Namaste!!!