Spiritual Awakening: Can’t Fight This Feeling!!!
The last few weeks have proven to be challenging as my own missteps have set me back and tested me. In learning from these set backs I have come to understand that you can not fight the feelings that you can only accept them and work through them. I have come to realize that I can only control my actions and that what other people do is not my problem even if their actions adversely affect me. I can choose to be angry and lower my vibration bringing more negativity into my life or I can turn the page and move on. The idea is not to fight the feeling but to recognize the feeling and work through it by remembering the spiritual teachings and understanding that if GOD brought you to it GOD will bring you through it. It is when we embrace the feelings and the challenges that are placed in our path that we are able to become action takers and come up with a solution that will make things better in our personal, professional, and spiritual life.
As my old lap top became difficult to use I made a decision to buy a new one. Unfortunately there was a communication breakdown with the salesperson and many of my files of the old lap top were not transferred. At first I was upset then I took a deep breath and realized though it may take time to move the files I will get them moved and thus be able to continue on my mission to be of service and value to others. As I consulted with the ascended masters and embraced the spiritual awakening I realized that it is important to answer my calling and follow the directions of GOD and simply move on in a positive direction toward my goals. As my new lap top came alive I found myself coming alive and being in a better place as I now had the tool I needed to promote the idea of planting the seeds of hope and healing for those touched by cancer. I was now given the opportunity to make the changes that I needed to make to be of service and value to my community. As my emotions ran the gamut of the emotional vibration field I realized that I had a choice I could be upset with the financial position I was in and where my life was or I could be grateful that I had the money to get a new lap top. I chose to be grateful and it changed my whole outlook.
I had been putting off doing my laundry as I didn’t want to go out and deal with people as I was feeling sorry for myself but today (3/29/2018) I put the negative feelings behind me and did the laundry and began to realize that you can not fight these feeling but you can accept them and work through them. I sat in the laundromat realizing that I was doing some negative things like comparing myself to others and putting myself down because if the expectations I had out myself. This led me to understand that I have choices to either stay in the negative field or to move into a positive field. As I did laundry I was able to forgive myself and realize it was time to finish this negative cycle and learn from it so that I could increase the positive flow in my life.
As my site stats for this blog were declining I started to beat myself up but after not facing things head on I knew that I could not fight this feeling and that I must address where I was and the space I was in and what I was going to do to change it. It was when I sat in reflection and realized that I need to step back into my power and do the things that put me in a position to empower and inspire others that I cam back alive and began to understand that this journey on my spiritual journey is a marathon not a sprint and along the way there will be some setbacks but those setback are really setups for something better.
As I began to come out of the negative field where I just wanted to run from everything I understood just how important it is to create sacred space so that I can continue to deliver a message that will elevate others by reminding them that we are all divine children of GOD and GOD wants us to use our talents for good. Namaste!!
