Spiritual Awakening: Filling The Void!!!
As I awoke today I realized it has been 15 days since my DAD was called home to GOD. As the new day began to unfold I started to look for ways to fill the void that is filling my heart at this moment. I began to gather some of his clothes to bring to a thrift store that supports different animal charities. I then went to Dunkin Donuts where I was going to meet up a colleague to help with some of his marketing only to receive a text that something came up and he would not be able to meet with me today. Then someone that knew my DAD came in and gave me their condolences. The void of loneliness will be a tough one to fill however with me now looking for work and also getting more engaged with my work with The American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise should help to fill the void while allowing me to honor my DAD’S memory and keeping an legacy of kindness and compassion alive. I have come to understand through the spiritual awakening process that GOD, The Ascended Masters, and The Angels will not give us anything that we can not handle. In becoming an action taker we can fill the voids that are creating blockages in our path to become fully evolved in our personal, professional, and spiritual lives. It is filling the voids with positivity that we will attract peace, love, joy, and prosperity into our lives. IN becoming a person of service and value we will find that the voids are fulfilled and that the lives we come in contact with are enhanced. So many times we focus on what we have lost and not what we have gained that we miss out on the opportunity to become a better version of our higher self because we never filled the voids that were created in our mindset because we continued to come from a position of lack as opposed from a position of abundance. It is when we change our thoughts that our life begins to change. It is when we begin to understand the why of what we do that we begin to manifest the life that we desire. Sometimes it takes a great loss that leaves a void to become the catalyst of change in our life allowing us to move forward in a positive direction of our dreams.
The last few weeks have proven to be challenging as my own missteps have set me back and tested me. In learning from these set backs I have come to understand that you can not fight the feelings that you can only accept them and work through them. I have come to realize that I can only control my actions and that what other people do is not my problem even if their actions adversely affect me. I can choose to be angry and lower my vibration bringing more negativity into my life or I can turn the page and move on. The idea is not to fight the feeling but to recognize the feeling and work through it by remembering the spiritual teachings and understanding that if GOD brought you to it GOD will bring you through it. It is when we embrace the feelings and the challenges that are placed in our path that we are able to become action takers and come up with a solution that will make things better in our personal, professional, and spiritual life.
As my old lap top became difficult to use I made a decision to buy a new one. Unfortunately there was a communication breakdown with the salesperson and many of my files of the old lap top were not transferred. At first I was upset then I took a deep breath and realized though it may take time to move the files I will get them moved and thus be able to continue on my mission to be of service and value to others. As I consulted with the ascended masters and embraced the spiritual awakening I realized that it is important to answer my calling and follow the directions of GOD and simply move on in a positive direction toward my goals. As my new lap top came alive I found myself coming alive and being in a better place as I now had the tool I needed to promote the idea of planting the seeds of hope and healing for those touched by cancer. I was now given the opportunity to make the changes that I needed to make to be of service and value to my community. As my emotions ran the gamut of the emotional vibration field I realized that I had a choice I could be upset with the financial position I was in and where my life was or I could be grateful that I had the money to get a new lap top. I chose to be grateful and it changed my whole outlook. 
As we become action takers it is important to do small things with great love. In being a conduit of love we will attract love into our personal, professional, and spiritual lives as we awaken spiritually. In doing things from a heart centered base you will find that the smallest gesture of love gets the biggest results. Yesterday (2/28/2018) I went out on a mission to promote The 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise. Overall my day went great as I detached from expectations and simply tapped into my inner divinity thus allowing things to flow as GOD had intended. I did encounter one woman, a manager at Uncle Buck’s, a discount store in the neighborhood, who was so negative that I was left thinking wow someone need a spiritual enema. The beauty of being impeccable with my word, not taking things personally, not making judgments, and always doing my best is that I was able to take a deep breath and move on. I moved on to a dentist’s office and introduced myself and told them who I was and what I was doing. They were very open and receptive and donated $20. In focusing on the positive and doing the small things I was able to find joy in the knowledge that the donations I was collecting were making a positive impact on the lives of those touched by cancer. After collecting donations and promoting The 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise I went across the street to the park for a meeting. I was a bit early so I went to watch a girls Flag Football Game and was able to connect with the coach and then I watched the boys flag football game and was able to make a connection with the coach in hopes that these two teams would participate in The 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life of Sunrise. I continued to share Relay everywhere I went and as a result was able to spread the word and plant seeds of hope and healing for cancer patients.