Spiritual Awakening: The Balance Sheet!!!
In our spiritual journey we will find that there is balance in all we do and when we are balanced we can reach very high levels of vibration that allow us to attract peace, love, joy, and prosperity into our personal. professional, and spiritual lives. As I left The American Cancer Society Office today (5/3/2018) I started to look and the balance sheet for The 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise. It read 34 teams, 71 participants, and $21,582.77 raised. I looked at this and at first was a bit disappointed for as an action taker I expected more as The 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise is Tomorrow (5/4/2018). I started to allow the negatives to take over and thus my vibration was being lowered and then after taking a deep breath I started to look at all the positives and my vibration was rising and I was feeling better about the action that I was taking. As I started to look at all the good things I realized that I need to remember to detach from expectations and simply allow GOD to guide me as he will deliver all that is needed to have a successful event. 
As I look back on a 9 month journey as The People Lead for the 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise I can say that the experience has been a great lesson in personal development and spiritual development. I was able to gain a lot of clarity in understanding just how powerful one person can be. I have raised $3004 to help fund research, education, advocacy, and services and was told I should be very proud of this and I am as I know that my mom, Judith Miler, who was called home to GOD on July 5, 2012 after suffering a massive heart attack while battling non-operable metastatic lung cancer is very proud that despite some trials and tribulations that I never gave up. As I look at my balance sheet I can say that I had more successful encounters than failed encounters. I have come to realize that all I can do is share my reason to Relay in hopes that it will resonate with others and that the people I share Relay with will see the value of supporting the effort to attack cancer from every angle. I have learned that some will, some won’t, some waiting, so what next. I have come to understand that as long as I am impeccable with my word, don’t take anything personally, don’t make judgements, and always do my best that I will come to have bliss and abundance in my life. I have come to realize that not everyone will understand the value of supporting Relay nor will they share my passion for wanting to plant the seeds of hope and healing for those touched by cancer. I have a choice I can focus on the negative or I can focus on the positive realizing that in the end there is balance and on my spiritual balance sheet the assets will outweigh the liabilities as long as I stay spiritually aware and awake.
When you awaken spiritually you will find that you go from being self centered to being people centered. As a result you find yourself better able to balance all that is happening in your personal, professional, and spiritual life. As you look at your balance sheet take stock in all of your assets and look at how you can turn liabilities into assets by making the changes necessary so at the end of the day you can say wow I had a nice balanced day. May your quest to find balance be positive.
The last few weeks have proven to be challenging as my own missteps have set me back and tested me. In learning from these set backs I have come to understand that you can not fight the feelings that you can only accept them and work through them. I have come to realize that I can only control my actions and that what other people do is not my problem even if their actions adversely affect me. I can choose to be angry and lower my vibration bringing more negativity into my life or I can turn the page and move on. The idea is not to fight the feeling but to recognize the feeling and work through it by remembering the spiritual teachings and understanding that if GOD brought you to it GOD will bring you through it. It is when we embrace the feelings and the challenges that are placed in our path that we are able to become action takers and come up with a solution that will make things better in our personal, professional, and spiritual life.
As my old lap top became difficult to use I made a decision to buy a new one. Unfortunately there was a communication breakdown with the salesperson and many of my files of the old lap top were not transferred. At first I was upset then I took a deep breath and realized though it may take time to move the files I will get them moved and thus be able to continue on my mission to be of service and value to others. As I consulted with the ascended masters and embraced the spiritual awakening I realized that it is important to answer my calling and follow the directions of GOD and simply move on in a positive direction toward my goals. As my new lap top came alive I found myself coming alive and being in a better place as I now had the tool I needed to promote the idea of planting the seeds of hope and healing for those touched by cancer. I was now given the opportunity to make the changes that I needed to make to be of service and value to my community. As my emotions ran the gamut of the emotional vibration field I realized that I had a choice I could be upset with the financial position I was in and where my life was or I could be grateful that I had the money to get a new lap top. I chose to be grateful and it changed my whole outlook.