Spiritual Awakening: Ashes To Ashes!!!
As I picked up my DAD’S ashes yesterday (6/28/2018) from Alexander-Levitt and placed the box in the trunk of my car I realized that when GOD calls you home your entire life is reduced to ashes. This reminded me that we come into this world as dust and we leave this world as dust. I then began to realize that what is important is how you lived that dash. My DAD didn’t want a service or any pomp and circumstance. He simply wants his ashes spread at sea. His sunrise was on April 7, 1935 and his sunset was on June 7, 2018. As I looked at the numbers of his life I noticed many reoccurring numbers like 7 and 11 and 18 so I looked up their meaning and here is what I found.
Number 7: Which is the result of the sum of the other two numbers, finds a place between the two worlds, the world of life and the world of death. It refers to completeness and the aspect of things well done.
Number 11: According to numerology, the number 11 is a “master number” which signifies intuition, insight, and enlightenment. When paired together, 11 11 is a clear message from the universe to become conscious and aware.
Number 18: The number 18 means PERFORMANCE. It represents a basic structure of LIFE. The number 18 simply means LIFE. It consist of the BODY, SOUL, MIND and SPIRIT.
I took these numbers and saw how deeply rooted they were not only in my DAD’S Life but in my life as well. As I came to grips with the fact that the life of my DAD is now reduced to ashes I looked at how he is being remembered and the words I have heard a good friend, a caring and compassionate man, a giver, and a lover. I hope that I will be able to take his compassion and kindness that he leaves behind and use it to pay it forward so as to be of service and value to others.
In our spiritual journey we will find that there is balance in all we do and when we are balanced we can reach very high levels of vibration that allow us to attract peace, love, joy, and prosperity into our personal. professional, and spiritual lives. As I left The American Cancer Society Office today (5/3/2018) I started to look and the balance sheet for The 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise. It read 34 teams, 71 participants, and $21,582.77 raised. I looked at this and at first was a bit disappointed for as an action taker I expected more as The 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise is Tomorrow (5/4/2018). I started to allow the negatives to take over and thus my vibration was being lowered and then after taking a deep breath I started to look at all the positives and my vibration was rising and I was feeling better about the action that I was taking. As I started to look at all the good things I realized that I need to remember to detach from expectations and simply allow GOD to guide me as he will deliver all that is needed to have a successful event. 
As I look back on a 9 month journey as The People Lead for the 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise I can say that the experience has been a great lesson in personal development and spiritual development. I was able to gain a lot of clarity in understanding just how powerful one person can be. I have raised $3004 to help fund research, education, advocacy, and services and was told I should be very proud of this and I am as I know that my mom, Judith Miler, who was called home to GOD on July 5, 2012 after suffering a massive heart attack while battling non-operable metastatic lung cancer is very proud that despite some trials and tribulations that I never gave up. As I look at my balance sheet I can say that I had more successful encounters than failed encounters. I have come to realize that all I can do is share my reason to Relay in hopes that it will resonate with others and that the people I share Relay with will see the value of supporting the effort to attack cancer from every angle. I have learned that some will, some won’t, some waiting, so what next. I have come to understand that as long as I am impeccable with my word, don’t take anything personally, don’t make judgements, and always do my best that I will come to have bliss and abundance in my life. I have come to realize that not everyone will understand the value of supporting Relay nor will they share my passion for wanting to plant the seeds of hope and healing for those touched by cancer. I have a choice I can focus on the negative or I can focus on the positive realizing that in the end there is balance and on my spiritual balance sheet the assets will outweigh the liabilities as long as I stay spiritually aware and awake.
It is when you can clear the negative energy that you can create a balance sheet that shows a profit in your personal, professional, and spiritual life. When we make the conscious decision to move in a positive direction toward our goals as we continue on our spiritual journey we will find that our assets always outweigh our liabilities. It is in using our assets that we can create more assets and thus experience the life that we want to have. As we come alive by serving our community by answering our calling to make be the change that we want in the world we create many positive encounters that far surpass any negative encounters that we may have. In realizing that we have a great power given to us by GOD and GOD wants us to use this power to create positivism in the world we evolve as spiritual beings who can have a great looking balance sheet.
When you awaken spiritually you will find that you go from being self centered to being people centered. As a result you find yourself better able to balance all that is happening in your personal, professional, and spiritual life. As you look at your balance sheet take stock in all of your assets and look at how you can turn liabilities into assets by making the changes necessary so at the end of the day you can say wow I had a nice balanced day. May your quest to find balance be positive.
Ever since I can remember numbers have played a major role in my life. I think it all began with my first paint by numbers experience when I realized the power that numbers have in life. As I got older and began to experience spiritual awakenings I started to understand the roles of numbers and how they influence our personal, professions. and spiritual lives. I began to focus a lot of attention on numbers. As a result today as I continue to evolve spiritually I am very cognizant of numbers and their meaning. In understanding the power of numbers I am better able to make a mind, body, soul connection. In understanding numbers and their meaning I am able to adjust my vibration so that I am functioning at the highest vibration so as to attract peace, love, joy, and prosperity. In looking around the numbers that are coming into our daily life we can peel back the onion and figure out the reasons for why things are happening for us.
As we look at the numbers that coming up in our life we can make things happen and better comprehend why certain things are happening in our lives. Today for example I turned in money that I had collected for The 2018 American Cancer Society Relay For Life Of Sunrise and it brought my total to $3004 which adds up to 7. As I turned in the money the staff partner gave me a really nice Relay Hat and other Relay Items. I then went to Starbucks and was gifted a bag of chocolate covered almonds. I started to wonder why so I looked up the spiritual meaning of the number 7 and here is what I found.